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I will be leaving behind this blog!

Pesky bugs and glitches on this site is forcing me to leave this behind, but I did make a new blog where you can keep in touch with me! I have decided to keep my well known name, smoothoutthesea and use it for the new one. I love it too much to let it go! 

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I’ll be sure to message a handful of people to make sure they have the new one!


So I just made a new blog. I will be posting the new URL soon!

  • Someone actually asked me out on a date for some coffee, but of course I looked for the perfect excuse to reject the nice offer
  • I’m really considering to change all my wardrobe to black 
  • I made a promise to myself that I will not put any junk into stomach this week, no matter how good it looks… I’m still trying to determine if alcohol counts
  • I’ve started to get lazy with all my work and I have to snap myself out of it

But I do still love her, I have spent four years of my life admiring all of her 
I write about her, I write about her all the time

I write to keep in remembrance, how I had her and how she used to be
None of that should mean a thing to me now

No more love does she have for me, four years and all she’s developed was rage over all my faults
She has no reason to set a pen on a paper over the thought of me

I wonder what she remembers, any of all the changes over the years
None of that means a thing to her now 

The Black Keys | Lonely Boy

Well I’m so above you and it’s plain to see
but I came to love you any way…
So you pulled my heart out and I don’t mind bleedin’
any old time you keep me waiting, waiting, waiting

(Source: imz0ning)

The Smashing Pumpkins | Landslide

Well, I’ve been afraid of changing
'Cause I've built my life around you

Perfect song that perfectly sums up everything right now.

(via juicyjantz-deactivated20120914)

How does one simply shift their love to another so easily and unconsciously?

I downloaded Beach House's new leaked album, Bloom. I am on a cloud tonight.

Lately Kylie has been catching me off guard with adorable phone calls.
I don’t know how much I can take!